Well that was stupid.
Why am I even doing this? I don’t like him. I don’t even know him. Your two states away and I haven’t talked to you for 5 years. And you didn’t talk to me. So no. I’m not doing this.
Long night.
I don’t know. I don’t know what to feel anymore, what to think. I just want someone to come and sweep me off me feet. I want someone to come and change the world around me. But what a hopeless dream that is.
Great beginning/middle of the day. But now I’m just left with too many thoughts and no urge to sleep.
And this is why I hate group projects.
People who don’t do any work and expect everyone else to do it. Especially when you’re the one with all the work! Like my god, just send everything to me and I’ll do it.
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And whenever my mind wonders, it’s usually to you.
I don’t know how you managed to forget about/ignore/not talk to people who you talked to everyday. And I bet you’re having a great time in college, I see your posts every once in a while. I see people tag you in posts. And I guess it was my fault. For getting attached and believing in you and telling you about me and everything that came along with that. And I guess it just hurts to see that you don’t miss me. And I don’t miss you all the time, just every couple of days. Moments when we would talk. And I guess I just expected you to try or I just expected us to still talk and it sucks knowing that we might not.
But that’s life, right? People don’t stay forever and they move on to greater and better people/things and you have to learn to cope with that and not trust and believe in them so much because everyone leaves.
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